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On my way home

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Friday, April 13, 2007

Shutting down human interface.. going into solitude..

Another week is coming to an end.. how fast the time flew by...
for the past 2 weeks, I was feeling v tired as I didn't get to have good rest(due to my uncomfortable back as well as the cry of my nephew in hte middle of the night).. then came the time again when I felt life is so mundane. Nothing seems exciting is happening to me recently. Everyday is just working, making my cards (an extremely slow process that makes me feel quite depress and sian) and go home and watch tv. Constantly trying to push myself to make cards at work and after I reach home but never really happen. Tots like : with my kind of speed of making cards, when can I ever make it into a biz? sigh.. depressed..
Then met my ah jie n Fan Han on Mon.. while listening to them chat abt different things, somehow make me feel a bit out of place.. esp when ah jie ask if got any update or not.. I was like.. "er.. no. nothing interesting happen..."
After that meetup I start to ponder.. am I going falling into the rut again? Should I consider changing job? Trains of nonsensical tots starts to pour in which makes me feel so lousy.. Nothing seems to interest me recently and I dun take notice of wat's happenin in my surrounding anymore. Also, somewhat feel that I'm really lousy when it comes to talkin to ppl even if it's friends.. to make a conversation ongoing seems to require a lot of effort on my side. Sigh..
Always wanted to have someone to listen to my tots but never know how to begin and who to speak to.. cos just feel that my kind of tots will be quite depressing and no one will want to hear that.. guess it's my personality... sigh..
Not getting any sense le.. so I shall stop my babbling.. and get on with my life again (if i have one to start with.. )

posted at 10:14 AM

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What to say about myself... most of the time I really dunno myself that well.. hmm..

A boy who dun get angry easily and always enjoy the sky, the sea, and quiet moments.. A boy who likes to see smiles put on the face of the people around him.. A boy who always reflect back what had happened and often ends up blaming himself for whatever happens.. An introvert And pessismist by nature.. cynical at times too.. can be quite extreme in tots and quite stubborn too..

Hate backstabber or those who put on a hypocritical mask.. also dislike people who don't keep their promises esp when they said it so seriously..

Hope to have a simple life but know that it'll never be possible here.. Of cos, my frens out there who got this blog address should roughly know what kind of person I'm too. If interested to find out more, read the entries and tok to mi one-to-one.