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On my way home

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Thursday, May 11, 2006

Sigh.. All alone in the lab now..

Over the past few days I always alone in the lab (except for Wed when Jiayann came back from her medical leave). Feeling even more sian and alone than ever... was also wondering why for the past few weeks I feel so lethargic.. dun feel like doing anything and yet want to do something to kill my time...

Maybe the tot and effort of tryin to give up something I have liking for really makes mi feel so sian.. the tot of no money just makes mi feel more depress.. Jus a mere 20K needs 4 yrs of discipline saving of $500 n when it comes to study or seeing others spending this amount for wedding is like.. What the hell.. save till so ganko then poff! gone... How how how.. dun feel like workin for money and yet feel that all these effort of saving up is not really worth the amount accumulated.. sigh..

Feelin that nothing really worth my effort to invest cos the returns will not be as expected.. be it a relationship, time spend to accumulate wealth or anything.. simply b'cos of some flaw here and there which will jeopardise or void watever I did. Sigh...

Went to watched Election 2 on tue with Deyi.. not a v gd show as there's not climax thruout the whole show.. ma chiam like watching a triad documentary.. some parts are quite disturbing but tt's al.. (Lucky it's free.. if not its really a waste of money for mi.)

Wed, met up with FY tog with Jiayann and Lbert.. jus have dinner, walk ard Bugis street. As usual, din tok much with FY. Though did had a one to one tok with Lbert for a short while..

Today, meeting army frens at Hog's Breath cafe at Chijmes. Dunno what cafe is tt.. always seems like we meet up only when one of them is returning back to UK to con't his studies. So I gez when he finally grad then we won't even meet up eh? Seems like the gap between this grp of army fren is gettin bigger n bigger..

Tmr till Sun.. no prog at al.. sigh... another long weekend... really dislike abt weekends alr..

posted at 4:24 PM

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What to say about myself... most of the time I really dunno myself that well.. hmm..

A boy who dun get angry easily and always enjoy the sky, the sea, and quiet moments.. A boy who likes to see smiles put on the face of the people around him.. A boy who always reflect back what had happened and often ends up blaming himself for whatever happens.. An introvert And pessismist by nature.. cynical at times too.. can be quite extreme in tots and quite stubborn too..

Hate backstabber or those who put on a hypocritical mask.. also dislike people who don't keep their promises esp when they said it so seriously..

Hope to have a simple life but know that it'll never be possible here.. Of cos, my frens out there who got this blog address should roughly know what kind of person I'm too. If interested to find out more, read the entries and tok to mi one-to-one.