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On my way home

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Sunday, April 23, 2006

22 Apr, 12:56 am

Just finished my bathe after a day trip to M’sia.
The conclusion: its crap and I dun feel like I want to go back to M’sia for any tour anymore. Reasons:
1) Somehow the morning started off with feeling a bit moody. Maybe I think too much over certain issue.. and care too much over certain response. So, I suppose my frens dun want to interfere too much so they just tok among themselves. Result: failure to interact with them made mi feel somehow useless (always feel the stress over the need to interact with ppl/ frens.. mayb partly cos mum constantly nagged mi to not to be like my dad.. ) and push my mood even more down… n dun want to affect them, so somehow try to walk my own.. in the end, felt so left out.. sianz… [my companions for the trip: the aunty sitting beside mi telling mi her experiences in M’sia and my MP3 player.]
2) The itinerary is boring.. Went to Supermarket in the morning (a bit waste of time for mi), went to temples which are not as spectacular as I tot, Din go to the ostrich farm as planned cos no one responded (or maybe the China tourist did in a neg way). Went to a fruit farm which I tot there’s a tour but ended up din go. Jus had cut fruits outside the stall as a result of the kind advice from the tour guide: “I think its too hot to go for the tour and you need to pay additional 10 riggit (repeat 10 riggit again). So no one gg for the tour rite? I dun encourage you all to go as well.. You al can go n attend the honey tok it’s free”. Walked under the rain in the Herb garden beside one of the temple and had dinner at 5pm! (cos din go to ostrich farm) before we finally went to see fireflies in the mangrove area.
Of cos, I have to admit that due to my mood swing, I din try to appreciate the beauty of it but the whole thing is really quite crappy. From one place to the next took us like 40 mins at least. So most of the time we were on the coach and moving on the road with forests beside.
3) Food is not that good as well.. plus dun have much appetite (you know y..) ..

The only nice thing is the fireflies experience. Seeing so many fireflies on the tree makes me wonder whether the Christmas lighting idea derives from fireflies. Very nice but too bad can’t take picture. Sigh…

The moodiness builds up into frustration… Below are some pics I took.

Ostrich at Tian Mu Kong

The Park beside Tian Mu Kong. Still under construction

Ji Gong Miao

posted at 1:39 AM

+``[[Me.. standing in the rain]]``+

What to say about myself... most of the time I really dunno myself that well.. hmm..

A boy who dun get angry easily and always enjoy the sky, the sea, and quiet moments.. A boy who likes to see smiles put on the face of the people around him.. A boy who always reflect back what had happened and often ends up blaming himself for whatever happens.. An introvert And pessismist by nature.. cynical at times too.. can be quite extreme in tots and quite stubborn too..

Hate backstabber or those who put on a hypocritical mask.. also dislike people who don't keep their promises esp when they said it so seriously..

Hope to have a simple life but know that it'll never be possible here.. Of cos, my frens out there who got this blog address should roughly know what kind of person I'm too. If interested to find out more, read the entries and tok to mi one-to-one.