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On my way home

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Friday, March 17, 2006

Finally it's over!!!!! hee.. today, 17th March, my 3 weeks of ICT is finally over!!!
Hmm.. let's reflect upon what have happened over this 3 weeks...

Things I like abt the ICT:
- the company (the group of reservist going thru the ICT with mi)
Cos they are quite fun and spontaneous esp when it comes to leaving the camp early. haha..
they also know alot of places with good food.. today we actually left camp at 1030 and went to Singapore Teacher Union @ Teachers' estate (Upper thomson) to have a drink and finger food.. then we went to Bottle Tree Village in Sembawang to have our lunch. If not for them, I won't know got such places.. hee.. Esp Bottle Tree, the food is quite cheap! (abt 12 per person for chilli crab, sambal kangkong, tie ban tofu, pai ku wang and complimentary fruit plate) and nice view cos its beside the sea..

- the IPPT cos it's the first time I get a silver for IPPT and being the 5th to reach the end point for the second detail, breaking my own running record with 11min 10sec... hee..

- the joy of going home in the early afternoon without permission (sometimes we just need to play punk to get our adrenaline pumping and be normal.. )

- the short distance between my home and the camp.. which allows mi to cycle there. No need to rush for trains or buses. Save my transport fees and let mi exercise at the same time..

For the things i dislike:
- the ample time that I have to go thru without doing anything.. It's soooo sian.. everyday jus read a bit of news n book then sleep.. it's a mental torture! Jus feel that they should organise a bit of trainin here and there for us to look fwd to, to do something constructive. rather than just doing nothing... for 3 full weeks! I dun mind having that kind of life for the 1 week or so cos it can be a nice break but not so long... Poor planning i must say..

- the food in there.. yes, it's paid for.. and SAF actually paid $5 per head for the food.. the Stench there is like 5 years never change.. food are edible but not nice.. so are so dry while others are tasteless.. and they give quite little that i have to eat at least 2 more fruits plus the drink and soup before can fill up a bit.. (but thinkin abt it, I'm not exerting much so ya.. shd eat lesser.. )

- the feeling of kena trapped (or imprisoned) in a place where I have to be there with no purpose.. tt's y I won't want to join the army! hee..

So now everything has ended.. the tot of it makes me happy cos i can finally go back to work.. but the tot of having to squeeze in the trains again jus makes mi feel so sian.. sigh.. contridicting..

posted at 5:39 PM

+``[[Me.. standing in the rain]]``+

What to say about myself... most of the time I really dunno myself that well.. hmm..

A boy who dun get angry easily and always enjoy the sky, the sea, and quiet moments.. A boy who likes to see smiles put on the face of the people around him.. A boy who always reflect back what had happened and often ends up blaming himself for whatever happens.. An introvert And pessismist by nature.. cynical at times too.. can be quite extreme in tots and quite stubborn too..

Hate backstabber or those who put on a hypocritical mask.. also dislike people who don't keep their promises esp when they said it so seriously..

Hope to have a simple life but know that it'll never be possible here.. Of cos, my frens out there who got this blog address should roughly know what kind of person I'm too. If interested to find out more, read the entries and tok to mi one-to-one.