Sunday, February 26, 2006
Was scanning thru the entries' date n came to realise tt every 2 months, I'll fall into depressin mood again.... Sigh.. Y is this happening? (Eyes starts to get wet..) Over the past 2 weeks, constantly thinkin about some relationship issue again... n it's making mi feelin very tired.. n feeling down... not tt I wanted to but just can't help it.. every now n then.. something pop up.. recalling what happened in the past, came to realise tt I really dunno how to handle a relationship.. whether is it about how to start a relationship, the process of it or the ending of it... I totally failed... failure to communicate, failure to make someone happy... my melancholic n passive nature will only cos disturbance to anyone around mi.. n affecting everyone's mood... at times I do wish I can vanish from this world so tt everyone else will be happier.. no one is indispensable n even if family members will be sad.. in times, they will get over it n move on.. without any capabilities, my presence might jus b a nuisance.... Sorry guys for affecting everyone during the chalet.. sigh.... comin tue I'll disappear from the lab.. so hope that during this period at least u al will be happier without mi ard... Sigh...
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What to say about myself... most of the time I really dunno myself that well.. hmm..
A boy who dun get angry easily and always enjoy the sky, the sea, and quiet moments..
A boy who likes to see smiles put on the face of the people around him..
A boy who always reflect back what had happened and often ends up blaming himself for whatever happens..
An introvert And pessismist by nature.. cynical at times too.. can be quite extreme in tots and quite stubborn too..
Hate backstabber or those who put on a hypocritical mask..
also dislike people who don't keep their promises esp when they said it so seriously..
Hope to have a simple life but know that it'll never be possible here..
Of cos, my frens out there who got this blog address should roughly know what kind of person I'm too. If interested to find out more, read the entries and tok to mi one-to-one.
