Thursday, August 04, 2005
Back.. blogging from my lab now. a bit the sian anyway..
Working for 4 days now, things are not bad. the ppl are quite frenly and got a lot of things to learn and attend to.. but always struggling to keep myself awake around 4 plus in the afternoon.. mayb the caffeine in me is running out..
After next week the most senior collegue will be leaving this lab and tt leaves 2 of us in the lab and most likely i'll be the only person doing DNA Sequencing.. the tot of that, kind of stress me up a little cos i know mistake cannot be tolerated as there's only 1 sample from user and any screw up, i'll be responsible and have to apologise and beg for samples and likely to get screwed by user n boss as well.. Stress...
anyway, having lunch with my colleagues jus now but somehow, still feel that they are tryin to keep a distance from me.. Maybe is just my character and thinking bah.. unlike ZH and Eugene who can tok to anyone they meet.. somehow i just dunno how to .. trying to initiate toks and chat but somehow ... sigh...
Losing myself and the others around mi... just makin mi feel lonely.... or mayb its meant to be...
Sigh.......
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1:46 PM
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What to say about myself... most of the time I really dunno myself that well.. hmm..
A boy who dun get angry easily and always enjoy the sky, the sea, and quiet moments..
A boy who likes to see smiles put on the face of the people around him..
A boy who always reflect back what had happened and often ends up blaming himself for whatever happens..
An introvert And pessismist by nature.. cynical at times too.. can be quite extreme in tots and quite stubborn too..
Hate backstabber or those who put on a hypocritical mask..
also dislike people who don't keep their promises esp when they said it so seriously..
Hope to have a simple life but know that it'll never be possible here..
Of cos, my frens out there who got this blog address should roughly know what kind of person I'm too. If interested to find out more, read the entries and tok to mi one-to-one.
